人们都说，吃甜品会让心情好一些，可是，我把整片起司蛋糕吃完了，我才发现，心如果苦，味觉也是苦涩的。

明知道不会有结果，我们却不能自拔。
这样的火花，一生又能遇见几次？
那一秒的悸动，那一切甜蜜得让人相信童话是存在的甜言蜜语，我没有相信，可是我也不能忘记，更不想忘记。

最近很喜欢的一首歌

希望这场像冬天的雨，一直这样下着，不要停

when was the last time we shop together?

即使我们不能见面，还能一起网上聊聊天，一起网上购物，我很开心啊。
有这样的好朋友真的觉得很幸福...
你知道吗，我们在讨论网上购物的那时，我真的很想立刻飞到北半球见见你，然后我们又能像从前一样，悠闲地逛街，看电影，享受美食。

然后，有一天，我梦见我们一起走在伦敦的大街，背景是冬天的伦敦，好美好的城市，虽然那只是在梦里，好真实的梦，真实得我愿意就这么相信，那梦是真的。

期待我们见面的那一天，我一定要给你一个大大的拥抱。

记得

原来有些人有些事是没法忘掉的

holiday

i really wanted to study during the one week break but it was not as productive as i wished.

p/s:do people speak their first language when they are drunk?=p

十年前的蔡依林

dream comes true

I am going to his concert in Sydney Entertainment Centre!!!!!

我们聊聊天好吗？

我想像婴儿一样生活着-睡觉，吃喝拉屎，被人拥抱，被人迁就，不必读书，快乐的微笑着，不用担心体重，不必赶功课，这些我曾经拥有却又不复的生活。

最近疯狂的读张小娴的部落格，尤其喜欢她那篇《《这是多么深的情》》，日夜听着陈奕迅的歌（特别是十年，明年今日，婚礼的祝福和富士山下，十月会去他的悉尼站演唱会，耶！）

如果你在和某人聊天，某人也算是你网上最常聊天的朋友之一，某一天（就在我失眠得非常痛苦的那天），他却将你误认成另一个与你有着一样英文名字的朋友（msn可是有照片和电邮地址的啊！），聊了半小时后，你才恍然大悟，他却在你与他都发觉彼此搞错了的那一刻，告诉你他要欣赏连续剧了（就是再见了的意思啦!)，你，会不会觉得，他根本不在乎你这个朋友？你会不会有一点不开心呢？你，会不会有一股‘我从此不会再找你’的冲动？
那是多么深的伤害

这星期会与朋友及housemate去攀石，第一次哦，不知能不能顺利过关？p/s:每次见到别人攀石，我的手心就会不受控制的出汗，但我应该没惧高症吧？

中秋节快来临了，我想吃我妈做的饼皮和上海莲蓉月饼，想回家吃一餐丰富的大餐，想着想着，我已泪眼婆娑。原来，我并不是不想家，只是，六年离家的生活，我学会了把爱藏在心里，不让真情流露。中秋，的确让人加倍思亲。

米修 米修

I MISS YOU A LOT

Life goes on...

Hospital,Knitting,Gym,Library

busy but im happy with my life

Happiness pulses with every beat of my heart

有个女孩叫傻瓜

她有勇气，用三年的时间，全心全意喜欢同一个人，看着他和别人开始恋爱到分手，她陪他一起伤心难过，他不知道，在他伤心的时刻，她的心也一样在哭泣，她多么希望他会快乐一点。可是，三年的时间并没有让她有足够的勇气开口问他：‘你会不会有那么一点点，就那么一点点地喜欢我？’

那个女孩叫傻瓜。

我想念墨尔本。因为那里有我爱的人和事物，我爱它那美得让人相信天堂并不遥远的蓝天，喜欢城市里到处都洋溢着浓浓的艺术气息，无可自拔的想和每一座富丽堂皇的建筑物来张合影。墨尔本的古老贵族气息差点儿让我忘了我并不是艺术家。这座城市，犹如黑洞，有着致命的吸引力，它把我的灵魂吸走了。回到悉尼，除了美丽的回忆，我只带回满身的惆怅与无法言语的不舍。或许即使重访，我再也找不回那刚觉了，景物依旧，人事全非，我所想的，我所念的，到时已不在墨尔本了。

i really don't mind if u informed me earlier.

it has been long since i last read a novel and if there is one thing i miss the most ever since i left malaysia, bookshops must be on top of the list. Not that i cant find any bookshops in Sydney,just that i haven't been explored the bookshops till recently.

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i didnt hesitate to buy 'the short second life of bree tanner ' because it was on sale in the borders and costed $14.99 only but soon after i realised that it was not as interesting as i expected it to be,so after reading for 25 pages on the train(which took me about 40 minutes ),i decided to close the book even before the train reached central station.I will still try my very best to read it but it might take me a month or so.

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i used to think that grocery shopping is aunties' activity but surprisingly,im now looking forward to every Sunday afternoon ,the time when 3 of us(Seeki,Stephii and me)will go to Coles ,either the one in Maroubra Pacific Square or East Gardens to buy the food for the following week.Oh,before i forget,we will have Shao Xin wine chicken wings,boiled vege, yam with shrimp, cheese baked oyster, fried egg with vermicelli and honeydew sago for dinner tomorrow.
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SH will end soon,a good news,definitely. You have no idea how happy was me when i stepped out from the clinic on Thursday morning,11.30am.Not that i hate the place ,in fact,i like it and ALMOST everyone there which includes Drs, nurses who helped me a lot and my very responsible,diligent partner .The only problem was that i felt so sick after doing the same thing for 6 weeks and for sure,i was not the only one who complained about it. Anyway, it is finally over now!!!

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I need a haircut!!!!!

this is how we spend our long weekend

christine

kee qian

seeki

@

vivid sydney

we went to the rocks fire water as well after taking pictures at circular quay but it was too crowded and we can barely see anything,blamed the height .

the opening ceremony started at 6pm and it was still quite early(7.30pm) when the performance ends.so,we headed off to the famous the rocks market to hunt for food.Paella and turkish bread with spinach,cheese and chicken were good and the good food made our day.Not to forget, pampered ourselves with green tea and sticky rice ice cream from passion flower after a long walk .

On Sunday, we cooked the dinner.

tomato rice ans the greek style griled chicken ,prepared by SEEKI.

steamed vege,deep fired prawn ,fried egg with tomato and crab stick were prepared by me!!!!Nothing too fancy .well,at least i can cook now.

木瓜雪耳炖奶

green tea coconut milk jelly

my new room,about 3x3.5m,ignore the mess on the floor

eclipse

i want to watch this!!!

rain

it reminds me of this song




so the song reminds me of the good old time when we went to ktv after every exam

so more memories cascade down the memory lane

May be studying about parkinson's disease on a rainy saturday makes people emo

and with the society and health posting,i'm no longer looking forward to the days when i need to attend classes in the uni because statistic,evidence based medicine are simply TOO BORING .

society & health day 2

im happy because i get to do something that i always wanted to do-work in a street centre.The nurses and the doctors are cool people and dr virginia even said'u can practise how to draw blood on me if you want,' i was so excited that i almost screamed 'I WANT!!!' but not too good to do that as today is the first day i met her.i will do it soon.hehehe.

tonight must study about HIV and go to clinic tomorrow with some knowledge in my mind