it is 4am already but i don't feel like want to sleep soon. spending my time on reading the stories of HIV patients and you can basically guess what happen to the lachrymose me again .imagine a HIV positive child tell you that he wants to become a doctor when he grows up.-sad- http://www.doctorswithoutborders.org/

yesss,can go to taman connough(i duno the correct spelling lah) again this wednesday and will stay overnite in emily's place,happyinggg

saw quite a number of my batch mates studying in the lib when i walk pass.bet that everyone starts preparing for their eos oledy .i need to install 'kiasuism' asap but until now i have not even rearranged my notes after the summatif ONE,i need a maid

talk about the phuket trip with emily and alvina in the between the lecture 2day but after the discussion,alvina said she mite go UK to attend his bro's convo,cambridge weii,i asked her to take a pic of the big gate without anyone in the pic,then i can edit and paste my own pic onto it,she omost pengsan after i mention my wish.

so many trips after are awaiting for me after the EOS2,beter start saving $$ from now on and most important,DON'T FAIL MY EXAMMM!!

how am i going to sleep with such a congested nose?thanks to the japanese drama i watched,hey guys,team medical dragon 2 is just as interesting as its 1st season,all medical students should really watch it





CVS will start in a few hours which means--i can no longer read magazine till sleep,cant watch drama overnight,cant sleep until 4pm,arrrr......i want a long holiday!!!!

japanese drama+cold drink+pao+spring row+hash brown+air cond+no exam,tell me what can be more wonderful than this =)

i just realised that my laptop is so 'dirty' 2day
why 'dirty'? dun wana elaborate too much on this but i think i shall not simply lend my laptop to other people next time .i am not being angry or what =)

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by the way,thank you so much for being so helpful .now i don't have to worry about how to bring my laptop all the way to low yatt again.study hard k? =))

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anyone has the movie 'truely,madly,deeply'?i want to watch but i dont know how to download (dun lauf!!!) and the connection here is damn slow.

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i dont know how will i did those kind of careless mistake in the exam =( and i will most probably die because of com med .anyway,i really want to thank God because at least i able to finish study before i went to school although i know most of the notes i just simply go through .more than 60 notes in one day weiiii,omost die after i finish the last notes

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had been watching drama like crazy these 2 days because i know i wont have mch time to watch it after this,my first EOS is coming and i cannot do last minute work for this exam.i just want to pass my EOS and proceed to sem 3 safely.

i know,imu wont be on fire and doraemon wont become my good friend,so,i would have to stop dreaming and put in my effort


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suddenly miss ling weng ,connie,ameline,xiao tze,jess very much,i rmb ,everytime after our exam,we will go shopping like crazy ,even talk in mcd for 5 hours before the exam.miss the dinner and lunch time too.
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Tagged by Ling weng
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
erm,actually never think of getting marry.....i want to be a rich single woman and a successful doctor

2.What will you do when you feel really emo?
crying and hide myself under the blanket where no one can see me or find me

3. What do you have in your mind now?
exam,result,holiday

4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
no ideaaa

5..If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
i want straight As result

6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
of course,it is mentioned in the bible and we all ever saw rainbow after the rain what

7.What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
my parents and siblings

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
any good thing

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
of course no lah,i shy marr ,just hide the feeling then after sometimes,it will fade away

10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you
1.sweet ,really,ah weng,i know u will be smiling over there,dun be too loud =)
2.helpful+kind,i owes disturb her and mafan her when we studied in college together
3.a good friend,someone who i trust,can confide in,can tell her whatever i feel

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
i said i dun wana get marry oledy lah
ok lah,in order to complete the question,below are the answer:

• nice,helpful,smart,interesting,tall,well build,cute but be mature at the right time,responsible,optimistic.....

12.What type of person do you hate the most? FAKER

13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
buy whatever my parents and siblings want,sponsor my siblings' education fee,open a bakery for my mum,buying a sport car for my dad,donate the $$ to those who need it and keep some money for myself

14.What is your ambition?
graduate from medical school

15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
go to heaven lahh

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
may be the too- staright- forward part??but i don't want to be a faker

17. What is your favourite colour?
depends on my mood

18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family and study

19.If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
don't talk too loud??

20.What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?
enjoy my life loo

people that I wanna tag is..

anyone want to do then do urself lahh

2day is a happy day.i know,i shall not fear no matter how bad is the circumstance because He will be there all the time. all these years,He has proven to me that He is faithful,i shall never forget all the blessings i have gotten all these while.=)

pek hong,u said i should ask where is my motivater, without motivater, there is no motivation ,you really know me more than i know myself but now i think i find my answer already =)

study everything in last 2 days?i know i am crazy but actually this is a more normal me.i also duno w hy i justcant study earlier .hope that i can have a brain which is the combination of chris ,pui fun,kiryu,troy,lily,eugene,david,then i mar bcum super smart?start dreaming again,arrr.....

for those who worry about me before this,im so sorry =)

whats the feeling of -you think u can finish the notes even if u study last minute but actually cannot and you suddenly realise tat u are not as smart as u think you are?i feel it to the max now,i should really blame myself for being lack of self conscious