i have so many things to do,so many things to explore
lets hope that my i will pass my medical check up and get my visa asap because i simply cant wait dy
Monday, February 1, 2010
Sunday, January 31, 2010
our last imu cg
i just want to remember this day ,no,not just this day but since the 1st day i joined the cg,the time when Lily,Eugene,Chris,Troy,Pui Fun ,Richard,Kiryu,Li Yan,Sue Wen,Kay Teck ,David etc still around .I remember how the noisy guys tried to irritate the leader(PF) and i was probably the only noisy girl in cg.Year by year,some people left, some new members joined us and finally,this is my turn.I wonder if that's how the seniors felt when they left the cg ,felt lose but fruitful for we had learnt so much from each other in cg.
Now i know why Lily said she missed cg dy.
Friday, January 22, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
终于被我等到了

千百种的可能性,但结局只有一个。
第一次发现原来及格也是这么难得可贵。等了那么多年,我终于可以双脚踏进UNSW的门槛。
我想喊!我想叫!我想当女王!今天下午,四时十分,我真的眼泪决堤,那是喜悦与感恩的泪水。
过去失败时的难过都已经不再重要了,不是吗?
我记住了我克服困难的勇气,当我把勇气一点一滴累积起来时,我就是巨人。
多少个午夜梦迴时被恶梦惊醒,随时觉得心跳足以快到让心脏爆炸,
甚至记得那一天我在房里哭泣,哭得歇斯底里,孤独得像全世界都抛弃了我,即使我最好的朋友小縵说了很多安慰我的话,但那一刻,我的耳朵是聋的。
紧接着,我开始了像僵尸的生活,我笑,但皮笑肉不笑;我吃,但食之乏味;我哭,但没有眼泪。
我不知道我的努力会不会没有回报,不安的情绪伴着我入眠了一个月。
我不断的祷告并开始意识到是我自己一手把自己从天堂推入地狱,因为我骄傲,我不谦虚,我以为自己即使不全力以赴,也会轻松过关,我以为我的好运会一直与我同在,就这样我的自以为是把我谦卑的心蒙蔽了。所以,谢谢那一次的失败,让我与神更亲近,也让我看见人间的美好(我指的是许多朋友不辞劳苦大老远地跑来帮忙我,一次又一次,还有同学们互相鼓励,这些美好,我都记住了)。
踏上悉尼土地上前一个月半的假期,我想我会好好利用。不再见,我的难过。
开始阅读龙应台的《大江大海一九四九》,相信它足以感动我。
他们说
Sunday, January 3, 2010
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