最近很喜欢的一首歌

希望这场像冬天的雨，一直这样下着，不要停

when was the last time we shop together?

即使我们不能见面，还能一起网上聊聊天，一起网上购物，我很开心啊。
有这样的好朋友真的觉得很幸福...
你知道吗，我们在讨论网上购物的那时，我真的很想立刻飞到北半球见见你，然后我们又能像从前一样，悠闲地逛街，看电影，享受美食。

然后，有一天，我梦见我们一起走在伦敦的大街，背景是冬天的伦敦，好美好的城市，虽然那只是在梦里，好真实的梦，真实得我愿意就这么相信，那梦是真的。

期待我们见面的那一天，我一定要给你一个大大的拥抱。

记得

原来有些人有些事是没法忘掉的

holiday

i really wanted to study during the one week break but it was not as productive as i wished.

p/s:do people speak their first language when they are drunk?=p

十年前的蔡依林

dream comes true

I am going to his concert in Sydney Entertainment Centre!!!!!

我们聊聊天好吗？

我想像婴儿一样生活着-睡觉，吃喝拉屎，被人拥抱，被人迁就，不必读书，快乐的微笑着，不用担心体重，不必赶功课，这些我曾经拥有却又不复的生活。

最近疯狂的读张小娴的部落格，尤其喜欢她那篇《《这是多么深的情》》，日夜听着陈奕迅的歌（特别是十年，明年今日，婚礼的祝福和富士山下，十月会去他的悉尼站演唱会，耶！）

如果你在和某人聊天，某人也算是你网上最常聊天的朋友之一，某一天（就在我失眠得非常痛苦的那天），他却将你误认成另一个与你有着一样英文名字的朋友（msn可是有照片和电邮地址的啊！），聊了半小时后，你才恍然大悟，他却在你与他都发觉彼此搞错了的那一刻，告诉你他要欣赏连续剧了（就是再见了的意思啦!)，你，会不会觉得，他根本不在乎你这个朋友？你会不会有一点不开心呢？你，会不会有一股‘我从此不会再找你’的冲动？
那是多么深的伤害

这星期会与朋友及housemate去攀石，第一次哦，不知能不能顺利过关？p/s:每次见到别人攀石，我的手心就会不受控制的出汗，但我应该没惧高症吧？

中秋节快来临了，我想吃我妈做的饼皮和上海莲蓉月饼，想回家吃一餐丰富的大餐，想着想着，我已泪眼婆娑。原来，我并不是不想家，只是，六年离家的生活，我学会了把爱藏在心里，不让真情流露。中秋，的确让人加倍思亲。

米修 米修

I MISS YOU A LOT

Life goes on...

Hospital,Knitting,Gym,Library

busy but im happy with my life

Happiness pulses with every beat of my heart

有个女孩叫傻瓜

她有勇气，用三年的时间，全心全意喜欢同一个人，看着他和别人开始恋爱到分手，她陪他一起伤心难过，他不知道，在他伤心的时刻，她的心也一样在哭泣，她多么希望他会快乐一点。可是，三年的时间并没有让她有足够的勇气开口问他：‘你会不会有那么一点点，就那么一点点地喜欢我？’

那个女孩叫傻瓜。

我想念墨尔本。因为那里有我爱的人和事物，我爱它那美得让人相信天堂并不遥远的蓝天，喜欢城市里到处都洋溢着浓浓的艺术气息，无可自拔的想和每一座富丽堂皇的建筑物来张合影。墨尔本的古老贵族气息差点儿让我忘了我并不是艺术家。这座城市，犹如黑洞，有着致命的吸引力，它把我的灵魂吸走了。回到悉尼，除了美丽的回忆，我只带回满身的惆怅与无法言语的不舍。或许即使重访，我再也找不回那刚觉了，景物依旧，人事全非，我所想的，我所念的，到时已不在墨尔本了。

i really don't mind if u informed me earlier.

it has been long since i last read a novel and if there is one thing i miss the most ever since i left malaysia, bookshops must be on top of the list. Not that i cant find any bookshops in Sydney,just that i haven't been explored the bookshops till recently.

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i didnt hesitate to buy 'the short second life of bree tanner ' because it was on sale in the borders and costed $14.99 only but soon after i realised that it was not as interesting as i expected it to be,so after reading for 25 pages on the train(which took me about 40 minutes ),i decided to close the book even before the train reached central station.I will still try my very best to read it but it might take me a month or so.

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i used to think that grocery shopping is aunties' activity but surprisingly,im now looking forward to every Sunday afternoon ,the time when 3 of us(Seeki,Stephii and me)will go to Coles ,either the one in Maroubra Pacific Square or East Gardens to buy the food for the following week.Oh,before i forget,we will have Shao Xin wine chicken wings,boiled vege, yam with shrimp, cheese baked oyster, fried egg with vermicelli and honeydew sago for dinner tomorrow.
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SH will end soon,a good news,definitely. You have no idea how happy was me when i stepped out from the clinic on Thursday morning,11.30am.Not that i hate the place ,in fact,i like it and ALMOST everyone there which includes Drs, nurses who helped me a lot and my very responsible,diligent partner .The only problem was that i felt so sick after doing the same thing for 6 weeks and for sure,i was not the only one who complained about it. Anyway, it is finally over now!!!

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I need a haircut!!!!!

this is how we spend our long weekend

christine

kee qian

seeki

@

vivid sydney

we went to the rocks fire water as well after taking pictures at circular quay but it was too crowded and we can barely see anything,blamed the height .

the opening ceremony started at 6pm and it was still quite early(7.30pm) when the performance ends.so,we headed off to the famous the rocks market to hunt for food.Paella and turkish bread with spinach,cheese and chicken were good and the good food made our day.Not to forget, pampered ourselves with green tea and sticky rice ice cream from passion flower after a long walk .

On Sunday, we cooked the dinner.

tomato rice ans the greek style griled chicken ,prepared by SEEKI.

steamed vege,deep fired prawn ,fried egg with tomato and crab stick were prepared by me!!!!Nothing too fancy .well,at least i can cook now.

木瓜雪耳炖奶

green tea coconut milk jelly

my new room,about 3x3.5m,ignore the mess on the floor

eclipse

i want to watch this!!!

rain

it reminds me of this song




so the song reminds me of the good old time when we went to ktv after every exam

so more memories cascade down the memory lane

May be studying about parkinson's disease on a rainy saturday makes people emo

and with the society and health posting,i'm no longer looking forward to the days when i need to attend classes in the uni because statistic,evidence based medicine are simply TOO BORING .

society & health day 2

im happy because i get to do something that i always wanted to do-work in a street centre.The nurses and the doctors are cool people and dr virginia even said'u can practise how to draw blood on me if you want,' i was so excited that i almost screamed 'I WANT!!!' but not too good to do that as today is the first day i met her.i will do it soon.hehehe.

tonight must study about HIV and go to clinic tomorrow with some knowledge in my mind

i can cook

it is the second time i cook a proper dinner for my housemates.corn soup, steamed vege, salt-roasted chicken and beef rissoles for this week.esther said 'welcome to the housewife group' when i was bragging about the dinner,sorry esther,tats not suitable for me,lol.

too bad i didn't take a photo .

i will show you what i cook next week.

p/s:i really enjoy doing grocer shopping with my super lovely housemates although grocer shopping sounds so aunty

this week

• home visit wasn't a bad experience.a lovely lady who stays in a lovely house alone and she was talking to me about her husband, a few decades of memory and i believe i felt touched at that moment.
• had japanese meal for lunch,thai food for dinner and bubble tea for supper and im looking forward to the italian dinner tomorrow night
• the malaysia students association had a pasar malam event in UNSW last night,so,after the shopping at oxford street,we rushed back to the uni in order to solve my crave for nasi lemak and curry puff,simple things like this make me happy
• i will be doing infectious disease for my society and health posting which i will need to go to Surry Hill every week,the place that's famous for the good food and im the type that can't resist the FOOD,i will blame the weather if i gain weight

War Memorial Hospital

So, we took the bus 400-Bondi Junction early in the morning without knowing where's the exact location of the War Memorial Hospital but we have Esther with us which means there was no chance for us to get lost because she drew the map after searching for the hospital in google map the day before.

We manage to find the hospital within a couple of minutes and to my surprise,it was such a nice hospital.The hectic day started with speech on speech pathology, followed by clinical psychology and aged care rehabilitation,wound management in aged care,lunch break which we ate our lunch in their beautiful garden.The aged care & incontinence,introduction to physiotherapy and occupational therapy were done in the afternoon and they were quite fun.We got the chance to ride on the modified scooter which was designed for the patients who have mobility problems.

just two random picturesthat we took in the hospital and i think that's all for now.

温暖在秋天

this is my panadol solution prepared by my very amazing housemates right after they knew i had flu.

what made me decided to blog about it was what they said ‘唔可以備屋企人病咗’my heart almost melt when i heard that =))

i will learn

im lucky although i dont know how to cook and i am quite lazy to cook.
as some of you might know,i have two housemates from Hong Kong who really enjoy cooking and dont mind to cook for me but sometimes i feel like it is unfair for them to spend 2 hours on cooking while i spend about 15 min on washing the dishes.so,i decided to learn how to cook,FINALLY!!!

here are some of the videos i watched just now and i think they are quite easy. lets hope i dont burn the kitchen down next week.(have to do my assignment tomorrow,wasted my one week holiday on watching drama and storing fat to my adipose tissues)

3rd week of oncology

this is probably the best thing ever happened when dr eva segelov said' GOOD' after i presented my case to her this morning.those from st vincent's hospital will probably know what i meant.

anyway,easter break soon.im looking forward to the fish market trip with seeki and the rest.not to forget,my blue mountain trip on this saturday.YEAH!!!

get lost in sydney

Kensington park,this is the place where i did the ten round jog but in the end ,guess what,no sweat at all !!!!!!!!!!!!!!=(((

before we get lost ,

taken @unsw bus stop.

we were so happy because it was the first day of autumn(not sure whether it is the real autumn or just another windy day but i declare it as autumn in my heart)

the shopping trip end up with we took the wrong bus on the way back and VISIT all the way to mascot,canterbury and burwood(not too sure if the spellings are correct and im too lazy to check it now).a 1o minutes journey was prolonged to 2 and a half hour till in the end,the bus driver was smiling when i reach my house.never take the wrong bus !!!

from Coogee to Bondi and end with shopping

sorry the pictures are not in sequence and i dont have a camera with me,those photos were taken by my old phone.all i need is a new camera and i will have it soon .i will show you guys how does the sydney tower look like when it is viewed from the balcony of my room.=))

ocf welcoming dinner

it was good and reminded me of my imu cell group members.i was asked by Rachel 'whats the best thing u find since you come to sydney?' and i gave my answer without hesitation(what a big surprise isnt it?im usually such a coward when it comes to speak in public .to be honest,i actually prayed in my heart right before my turn to be questioned.=) )

so the whole night went well.talked to some seniors,juniors ,one of my future batchmate ,uncle Duncan who is from Sibu ,aunty Cherise whose husband is from Sibu too and it just so happens that she knows my mum's friend,what a small world.The conversation between Nancy,Jun yan (both from china)and i was interesting too because i watched more China TV program than anyone else.

The welcoming dinner was not about how nice the food was(oto it was really good) but it is the love of God that brings us together and i know i will not just go there once but it will soon be my second home in Sydney.

looking forward to it.'wink wink'.

orientation

was fun but not the sunburn part.going to coogee beach soon so i need a sunblock of spf 125 but didnt manage to find it.desperately need a camera .want to lose more weight . the weird thing is dont feel hungry ever since i came to sydney .May be the big mirror in yoke heng's rooms is a good reminder for those who want to lose weight ,lol.

p/s:it is 3am in sydney and 12 am in kk now,so happy birthday to my friends-Adam and Sabrina.Love you guys .

time to sleep,brain cant function well dy now.

im in kensington

im having good life here because simplicity is the best.reading Vogue (Australia version) while enjoying the breeze and chocolate mint biscuit at the same time.and the best thing is i drink more milk than water ,low fat for sure =).

i owe YOKE HENG,WEN JUN AND JIMMY a big THANKS for the accomodation and all the help.

should be able to visit dear kee qian next week who is now in campbelltown,no shopping, no shopping,yes i will do window shopping but not buying,at least i hope so.

New Year Eve

was not as excited as wat i imagined.19th of feb is the day.contact lens,spec,books,clothes,shoes,laptop,documents,skin care products bla bla bla,how m i gonna pack everything into one luggage that not exceed 20kg as for ur information, im famous for 'as if she is shifting house' for everywhere i go.the MAS just told me that they no longer accept isic card which meant the extra 10kg for free that i was hoping for gone dy.

shall start packing tonight.

anyway,Happy Chinese New Year and i know by the end of the week,i will probably gain at least 5kg ,blame the cheesecake.=))

As for my friends who are in aus and nz now,Happy Chinese New Year and hopefully you guys can have some good celebrations as well.

oh im so excited dy

i have so many things to do,so many things to explore

lets hope that my i will pass my medical check up and get my visa asap because i simply cant wait dy

our last imu cg

This will be adam's and my last imu cg as i will be leaving for sydney in less than a month.therefore,the cg outing to mage cafe .we ate and played some board games there.guess who lost the game?as usual,ME!!therefore someone commented 'terakhir' in my facebook picture.LOL.

i just want to remember this day ,no,not just this day but since the 1st day i joined the cg,the time when Lily,Eugene,Chris,Troy,Pui Fun ,Richard,Kiryu,Li Yan,Sue Wen,Kay Teck ,David etc still around .I remember how the noisy guys tried to irritate the leader(PF) and i was probably the only noisy girl in cg.Year by year,some people left, some new members joined us and finally,this is my turn.I wonder if that's how the seniors felt when they left the cg ,felt lose but fruitful for we had learnt so much from each other in cg.

Now i know why Lily said she missed cg dy.

songs

st vincent's hospital sydney

this is the place where i will be posted to for a year.

终于被我等到了

千百种的可能性，但结局只有一个。

第一次发现原来及格也是这么难得可贵。等了那么多年，我终于可以双脚踏进UNSW的门槛。
我想喊！我想叫！我想当女王！今天下午，四时十分，我真的眼泪决堤，那是喜悦与感恩的泪水。

过去失败时的难过都已经不再重要了，不是吗？
我记住了我克服困难的勇气，当我把勇气一点一滴累积起来时，我就是巨人。

多少个午夜梦迴时被恶梦惊醒，随时觉得心跳足以快到让心脏爆炸，
甚至记得那一天我在房里哭泣，哭得歇斯底里，孤独得像全世界都抛弃了我，即使我最好的朋友小縵说了很多安慰我的话，但那一刻，我的耳朵是聋的。

紧接着，我开始了像僵尸的生活，我笑，但皮笑肉不笑；我吃，但食之乏味；我哭，但没有眼泪。

我不知道我的努力会不会没有回报，不安的情绪伴着我入眠了一个月。

我不断的祷告并开始意识到是我自己一手把自己从天堂推入地狱，因为我骄傲，我不谦虚，我以为自己即使不全力以赴，也会轻松过关，我以为我的好运会一直与我同在，就这样我的自以为是把我谦卑的心蒙蔽了。所以，谢谢那一次的失败，让我与神更亲近，也让我看见人间的美好（我指的是许多朋友不辞劳苦大老远地跑来帮忙我，一次又一次，还有同学们互相鼓励，这些美好，我都记住了）。

踏上悉尼土地上前一个月半的假期，我想我会好好利用。不再见，我的难过。

开始阅读龙应台的《大江大海一九四九》，相信它足以感动我。

他们说

“你知道有些人不管多么如常，像空气一样在你的周围，你以为每天早晨睁开眼睛就可以看见。可是，但他走了，比一场春雪化得还干净，一丝痕迹不留，你就真的。。。。。。除了在梦里，再也见不到了。”

这是沈叔薇对徐志摩说的。

如果没有这句话，会不会就没有后来的

“我将在茫茫人海中寻访我唯一之灵魂伴侣，得之，我幸；不得，我命。”

这是徐志摩写的。

“旅行需要目的地，而流浪，需要终点。” “很久很久以后，终点在哪里，我就在哪里。从此，我们的幸福不再误点。”

这是藤井树在《流浪的终点》里这么写着的。

i do,yes i do ,陷入爱里面

countdown with my beloved

the night started with late dinner at hot piper cafe restaurant,we wanted to go to tgif but it was full.being the hungry ghosts as we were ,no patience to wait for our turn at ole ole bali which was our 2nd choice,we just rushed into any shop that have empty seats.kinda regret because the food quite sux .i ordered salmon aglio which was too ugly to be shown to you all.the above picture were doris's fish and chips and ricky's ribeye steak.dont go there,u can probably cook better food than the cook there.

we got nothing to do there after buying some drinks from starbucks.so,as usual,decided to drive to genting AGAIN at 11.30pm.so we ended up stuck in the traffic jam,saw the fire cracker in the car ,parking the car by the roadside on the way up to genting,enjoying ricky's the so-called magic show (i should have recorded it,so qian bian!!!!!) and those two girls who cant stand the cold were trying to hide in the car .came down at about 5am and headed to wangsa maju to have our breakfast.we basically didnt do anything in genting except talking and taking pic.by the way, the heineken pic was taken in sunway pyramid.

us in genting at 3am

i dont remember how many times have we(ricky,billy,peichee and me) count down together so far,since secondary sch (pei chee and ricky)if im not mistaken,it is amazing that we still put in the effort to spend time together on this special day ,year after year.

rikcy tiong,still love you the same oto ur magic show was damn crappy and the joke was super lame,lol.

sia pei chee,still love you the same oto you have messy hair today and slept the whole night.

billy,still love you the same oto u still like to tease me and bully me as usual .

happy new year !!