our last imu cg

This will be adam's and my last imu cg as i will be leaving for sydney in less than a month.therefore,the cg outing to mage cafe .we ate and played some board games there.guess who lost the game?as usual,ME!!therefore someone commented 'terakhir' in my facebook picture.LOL.

i just want to remember this day ,no,not just this day but since the 1st day i joined the cg,the time when Lily,Eugene,Chris,Troy,Pui Fun ,Richard,Kiryu,Li Yan,Sue Wen,Kay Teck ,David etc still around .I remember how the noisy guys tried to irritate the leader(PF) and i was probably the only noisy girl in cg.Year by year,some people left, some new members joined us and finally,this is my turn.I wonder if that's how the seniors felt when they left the cg ,felt lose but fruitful for we had learnt so much from each other in cg.

Now i know why Lily said she missed cg dy.

songs

st vincent's hospital sydney

this is the place where i will be posted to for a year.

终于被我等到了

千百种的可能性，但结局只有一个。

第一次发现原来及格也是这么难得可贵。等了那么多年，我终于可以双脚踏进UNSW的门槛。
我想喊！我想叫！我想当女王！今天下午，四时十分，我真的眼泪决堤，那是喜悦与感恩的泪水。

过去失败时的难过都已经不再重要了，不是吗？
我记住了我克服困难的勇气，当我把勇气一点一滴累积起来时，我就是巨人。

多少个午夜梦迴时被恶梦惊醒，随时觉得心跳足以快到让心脏爆炸，
甚至记得那一天我在房里哭泣，哭得歇斯底里，孤独得像全世界都抛弃了我，即使我最好的朋友小縵说了很多安慰我的话，但那一刻，我的耳朵是聋的。

紧接着，我开始了像僵尸的生活，我笑，但皮笑肉不笑；我吃，但食之乏味；我哭，但没有眼泪。

我不知道我的努力会不会没有回报，不安的情绪伴着我入眠了一个月。

我不断的祷告并开始意识到是我自己一手把自己从天堂推入地狱，因为我骄傲，我不谦虚，我以为自己即使不全力以赴，也会轻松过关，我以为我的好运会一直与我同在，就这样我的自以为是把我谦卑的心蒙蔽了。所以，谢谢那一次的失败，让我与神更亲近，也让我看见人间的美好（我指的是许多朋友不辞劳苦大老远地跑来帮忙我，一次又一次，还有同学们互相鼓励，这些美好，我都记住了）。

踏上悉尼土地上前一个月半的假期，我想我会好好利用。不再见，我的难过。

开始阅读龙应台的《大江大海一九四九》，相信它足以感动我。

他们说

“你知道有些人不管多么如常，像空气一样在你的周围，你以为每天早晨睁开眼睛就可以看见。可是，但他走了，比一场春雪化得还干净，一丝痕迹不留，你就真的。。。。。。除了在梦里，再也见不到了。”

这是沈叔薇对徐志摩说的。

如果没有这句话，会不会就没有后来的

“我将在茫茫人海中寻访我唯一之灵魂伴侣，得之，我幸；不得，我命。”

这是徐志摩写的。

“旅行需要目的地，而流浪，需要终点。” “很久很久以后，终点在哪里，我就在哪里。从此，我们的幸福不再误点。”

这是藤井树在《流浪的终点》里这么写着的。

i do,yes i do ,陷入爱里面

countdown with my beloved

the night started with late dinner at hot piper cafe restaurant,we wanted to go to tgif but it was full.being the hungry ghosts as we were ,no patience to wait for our turn at ole ole bali which was our 2nd choice,we just rushed into any shop that have empty seats.kinda regret because the food quite sux .i ordered salmon aglio which was too ugly to be shown to you all.the above picture were doris's fish and chips and ricky's ribeye steak.dont go there,u can probably cook better food than the cook there.

we got nothing to do there after buying some drinks from starbucks.so,as usual,decided to drive to genting AGAIN at 11.30pm.so we ended up stuck in the traffic jam,saw the fire cracker in the car ,parking the car by the roadside on the way up to genting,enjoying ricky's the so-called magic show (i should have recorded it,so qian bian!!!!!) and those two girls who cant stand the cold were trying to hide in the car .came down at about 5am and headed to wangsa maju to have our breakfast.we basically didnt do anything in genting except talking and taking pic.by the way, the heineken pic was taken in sunway pyramid.

us in genting at 3am

i dont remember how many times have we(ricky,billy,peichee and me) count down together so far,since secondary sch (pei chee and ricky)if im not mistaken,it is amazing that we still put in the effort to spend time together on this special day ,year after year.

rikcy tiong,still love you the same oto ur magic show was damn crappy and the joke was super lame,lol.

sia pei chee,still love you the same oto you have messy hair today and slept the whole night.

billy,still love you the same oto u still like to tease me and bully me as usual .

happy new year !!