it is 4am already but i don't feel like want to sleep soon. spending my time on reading the stories of HIV patients and you can basically guess what happen to the lachrymose me again .imagine a HIV positive child tell you that he wants to become a doctor when he grows up.-sad- http://www.doctorswithoutborders.org/

yesss,can go to taman connough(i duno the correct spelling lah) again this wednesday and will stay overnite in emily's place,happyinggg

saw quite a number of my batch mates studying in the lib when i walk pass.bet that everyone starts preparing for their eos oledy .i need to install 'kiasuism' asap but until now i have not even rearranged my notes after the summatif ONE,i need a maid

talk about the phuket trip with emily and alvina in the between the lecture 2day but after the discussion,alvina said she mite go UK to attend his bro's convo,cambridge weii,i asked her to take a pic of the big gate without anyone in the pic,then i can edit and paste my own pic onto it,she omost pengsan after i mention my wish.

so many trips after are awaiting for me after the EOS2,beter start saving $$ from now on and most important,DON'T FAIL MY EXAMMM!!

how am i going to sleep with such a congested nose?thanks to the japanese drama i watched,hey guys,team medical dragon 2 is just as interesting as its 1st season,all medical students should really watch it





CVS will start in a few hours which means--i can no longer read magazine till sleep,cant watch drama overnight,cant sleep until 4pm,arrrr......i want a long holiday!!!!

japanese drama+cold drink+pao+spring row+hash brown+air cond+no exam,tell me what can be more wonderful than this =)

i just realised that my laptop is so 'dirty' 2day
why 'dirty'? dun wana elaborate too much on this but i think i shall not simply lend my laptop to other people next time .i am not being angry or what =)

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by the way,thank you so much for being so helpful .now i don't have to worry about how to bring my laptop all the way to low yatt again.study hard k? =))

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anyone has the movie 'truely,madly,deeply'?i want to watch but i dont know how to download (dun lauf!!!) and the connection here is damn slow.

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i dont know how will i did those kind of careless mistake in the exam =( and i will most probably die because of com med .anyway,i really want to thank God because at least i able to finish study before i went to school although i know most of the notes i just simply go through .more than 60 notes in one day weiiii,omost die after i finish the last notes

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had been watching drama like crazy these 2 days because i know i wont have mch time to watch it after this,my first EOS is coming and i cannot do last minute work for this exam.i just want to pass my EOS and proceed to sem 3 safely.

i know,imu wont be on fire and doraemon wont become my good friend,so,i would have to stop dreaming and put in my effort


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suddenly miss ling weng ,connie,ameline,xiao tze,jess very much,i rmb ,everytime after our exam,we will go shopping like crazy ,even talk in mcd for 5 hours before the exam.miss the dinner and lunch time too.
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Tagged by Ling weng
Instructions: Remove 1 question from below and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
erm,actually never think of getting marry.....i want to be a rich single woman and a successful doctor

2.What will you do when you feel really emo?
crying and hide myself under the blanket where no one can see me or find me

3. What do you have in your mind now?
exam,result,holiday

4.Where is the place that you want to go most?
no ideaaa

5..If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
i want straight As result

6.Do you believe in seeing the rainbow after the rain?
of course,it is mentioned in the bible and we all ever saw rainbow after the rain what

7.What are you afraid to lose the most right now?
my parents and siblings

8. What cheers you up for the rest of the day?
any good thing

9.If you meet someone you love, would you confess to him/her?
of course no lah,i shy marr ,just hide the feeling then after sometimes,it will fade away

10.List out three good things of the person who tagged you
1.sweet ,really,ah weng,i know u will be smiling over there,dun be too loud =)
2.helpful+kind,i owes disturb her and mafan her when we studied in college together
3.a good friend,someone who i trust,can confide in,can tell her whatever i feel

11. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
i said i dun wana get marry oledy lah
ok lah,in order to complete the question,below are the answer:

• nice,helpful,smart,interesting,tall,well build,cute but be mature at the right time,responsible,optimistic.....

12.What type of person do you hate the most? FAKER

13.What would you do if you won a million dollars?
buy whatever my parents and siblings want,sponsor my siblings' education fee,open a bakery for my mum,buying a sport car for my dad,donate the $$ to those who need it and keep some money for myself

14.What is your ambition?
graduate from medical school

15.What would you wanna be after you're dead?
go to heaven lahh

16. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
may be the too- staright- forward part??but i don't want to be a faker

17. What is your favourite colour?
depends on my mood

18.What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
family and study

19.If there’s one thing in your life you want to do but yet unable to, what would it be?
don't talk too loud??

20.What would you do if tomorrow was the last day of the world?
enjoy my life loo

people that I wanna tag is..

anyone want to do then do urself lahh

2day is a happy day.i know,i shall not fear no matter how bad is the circumstance because He will be there all the time. all these years,He has proven to me that He is faithful,i shall never forget all the blessings i have gotten all these while.=)

pek hong,u said i should ask where is my motivater, without motivater, there is no motivation ,you really know me more than i know myself but now i think i find my answer already =)

study everything in last 2 days?i know i am crazy but actually this is a more normal me.i also duno w hy i justcant study earlier .hope that i can have a brain which is the combination of chris ,pui fun,kiryu,troy,lily,eugene,david,then i mar bcum super smart?start dreaming again,arrr.....

for those who worry about me before this,im so sorry =)

whats the feeling of -you think u can finish the notes even if u study last minute but actually cannot and you suddenly realise tat u are not as smart as u think you are?i feel it to the max now,i should really blame myself for being lack of self conscious

i got a very terrible idea in my mind right now--thinking of going hysteria or faint right b4 the exam,then i dun have to sit for the exam

yes,i know,this is indeed stupid

stupid people with stupid idea,isn't it just a normal combination?

duno what the crap im trying to tell

bet im the only one in my badge who never study parasito b4 and now im really struggling with antimicrobial ,duno what the hell i read the whole night

my lazyness and procrastination are going to kill me this time

6 days left,with a dysfunctional and leaky brain,how far can i go?

i am so excited to think about the trips to sabah,sg and redang with my bestest fren

im really running out of time

how can i survive the exam with 2 weeks of hard work

i should study from the beginning

i should not sleep so much

i should not just simply go through the notes without even bother to memorise it b4 tis

may be i just aim for pass then i don't have to feel bad

if i just aim for pass,then i can just skip the parasitology which i hate so much,i hate it until i don't want to start studying it

i hate pharmacology because that is the only thing i study for 2 times but i can't remember it

i really feel like dying this time

cpr

JIAN MIN'S naughty product

yiao hong,zeng,jian min,emily,christine

the guys look sooooo innocent

but actually they are lahh,hahh

emily,christine,han yee

han yee and emily are so sweet!!!!

so,how was my cpr exam?hopefully can pass

anyway,i want to say a big thanks to my friends below:

jian ren who demonstrated the whole process to me after i said i need help

zeng who taught me a lot of details because i was too nervous and forget everything

zhi yan who listened patiently when i demonstrated the whole 4 processes

litt yee ,tharmarag and kavita for being so helpful

opss,seems like i very stupid right?ya,i admit i m not good in practical but dun care lah,as long as can pass

hopefully nothing bad will happen

i just feel peace and happy after i go cg

jz now many people not able to come because of the variety night

but we(kay teck,evelyn,pui fun,su wen and christine) had a wonderful time wrapping the souvenirs together, our mouths non stop talking and our hands non stop wrapping the sweets

i can't wait for the welcoming party to come already !!

=)

happy birthday, allen su

=)

i saw my grandma (my mum's mother) and she had just permed her hair

i saw my cousins who grew up faster than my expectation

i saw my daddy bought a big house and the style and design were about the same as my dream house

i found out there was a lump on the left side of my breast and this was indeed devastating

i went home although it was just a one-day holiday and i just realised that i forgot to book the return ticket in the morning of the day i want to come back to kl



HAiiiHHH,i only slept for half an hour after finish one note and all those emo things happened in my dream



feeling so suckyyyy

Christine wong siew ping,you shall stop sleeping for 12 hours per day!!!!

who can give her an effective alarm clock to wake her up???

i don't really care who win the election simply because i don't think there will be much difference,i trust neither politics nor politicians

all i want is just

a peaceful country

a fair society

priority is achievent-based instead of racial-based

more freedom

less crimes

no drug,no corruption,no threatening,no violence,no more child missing,no more accidents

simple and yet so complicated

seriously,i wonder , where is the future of malaysia?

we oppose the goverment

and we vote for oppostion

after the opposition won the election

who will still remember their vow and promise?

i doubt

may be they will just spend the coming 5 years on opposing each other

in the end

no developement,no more major projects,no more investment from abroad

will it becomes another taiwan soon?

ending up by the senators fight with each other,throwing chairs at each other

and

the news is reported on CNN,BBC

once again, i doubt

troy so cute

jui jian so sweet

kay teck so happy

david so innocent

kiryu so shy

lily so pretty

eugene so cool

pui fun leh?she looks so sienz

she hates us when we play play

LOL

happy family - naughty kids and a serious but pretty 'dai ka je'

we grow up together in the love of God

i love this picture because i love each and everyone of them

=)

so random

all my limbs went limp when the siren of ambulance pierced the silence of this still night.im just scared of it for no special reason.being pessimistic,i used to think that the sound = someone out there might have lose his life in an accident.probably i had been traumatised after my own minor accident a couple of years ago.

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my memory becomes more and more dysfunctional.i cannot remember anything in my notes.the notes which i finish this morning seems utterly unfamiliar to me right now.i forget a lot of things in my life.i cannot remember whats the title of the novel i read recently.i cannot remember most of my friends' birthday(if i can remember it without the reminder means you are special enough to me =)),i cannot remember any BM vocab and can barely speak BM now,i cannot remember how did i study and score so well although i was even lazier than now,i cant even remember who is the last guy i admire and why i admire him.=)
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start my hallucination again.everytime when the exam comes,i got this weird imagination which is very very evil--i always imagine that when i wake up from my sleep,imu is on fire and all the exam papers are gone provided that no one is hurted or doraemon becomes my good friend ,then i just have to borrow his gadget to make myself become invisible,then i can slip into the school to steal out one copy of the exam paper and can just study one night before the exam and may be he will have some special pens that will write the correct answer for me,then,i dun need to s tudy at all.if this will become a reality,how wonderful will my life be!!??seriously,i really think that i got the potential to become a good movie scrip writer.
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time to go for bed now,may be doraemon will really become my good friend when i wake up,who knows? even if not,i shall not be fear as life is not just about exams,suddenly recall of sth i used to say long time ago--so what?wont die de!!

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February's babies

the extremely childish OLD KIDS
esp
the 1st and the 2nd from the left
but they are the one who make me smile when i think of the funny things they do
i want to ANGRY WITH THEM but tak berjaya all the time

because they don't care what you say,they don't paiseh even in public area

and when i go through my acute inflammation notes this morning the following not-poem poem come across my mind

(because of the word ACT CUTE?i wonder too)

CG 的活宝

天生爱耍宝

令我气到饱

opss,so rhythmic!!!clap hand for myself!!

(i know you cannot read,let you qi si qu,hahaha,revengeful me feel so happy now)

p/s:don't steal my post again although your face is in the pic,copy right!!!!