so random

all my limbs went limp when the siren of ambulance pierced the silence of this still night.im just scared of it for no special reason.being pessimistic,i used to think that the sound = someone out there might have lose his life in an accident.probably i had been traumatised after my own minor accident a couple of years ago.

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my memory becomes more and more dysfunctional.i cannot remember anything in my notes.the notes which i finish this morning seems utterly unfamiliar to me right now.i forget a lot of things in my life.i cannot remember whats the title of the novel i read recently.i cannot remember most of my friends' birthday(if i can remember it without the reminder means you are special enough to me =)),i cannot remember any BM vocab and can barely speak BM now,i cannot remember how did i study and score so well although i was even lazier than now,i cant even remember who is the last guy i admire and why i admire him.=)
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start my hallucination again.everytime when the exam comes,i got this weird imagination which is very very evil--i always imagine that when i wake up from my sleep,imu is on fire and all the exam papers are gone provided that no one is hurted or doraemon becomes my good friend ,then i just have to borrow his gadget to make myself become invisible,then i can slip into the school to steal out one copy of the exam paper and can just study one night before the exam and may be he will have some special pens that will write the correct answer for me,then,i dun need to s tudy at all.if this will become a reality,how wonderful will my life be!!??seriously,i really think that i got the potential to become a good movie scrip writer.
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time to go for bed now,may be doraemon will really become my good friend when i wake up,who knows? even if not,i shall not be fear as life is not just about exams,suddenly recall of sth i used to say long time ago--so what?wont die de!!

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