when i was trying to clear up some of my older document in d-drive,these are something i came across and they reminded me of my greatest hobby,which i even forget i had such hobby-writing.i always wanted to become an editor for famous magazine or a reporter who work for famous Tv channel .i know,i am now in a medical school but deep down inside,i had never buried my passion. those who read a lot should know about taiwanese doctors 候文咏 (the doctor who wrote 'the hospital')and 欧阳林,i always admire them and want to be someone like them.

here are some of the novels i tried to wrote but never complete owing to the reason that i don't really have time nowadays,i know what should i do during my coming holiday =)


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玫瑰枯萎，春水隨著空氣消失，愛情也留不住，似有若無的回憶，再也激不起任何的浪花。愛情，它來過嗎？我沒有答案。但，他來過，在我心中逗留了一段日子。而我的戀情，在經過5個月的煎熬後，演變成今天無言的結局，留下的只是佈滿淚浪的回憶

(i think this is a 散文, can't be the opening of the novel,if it is,it will be too difficult for me to continue it)
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注定的了,没有人能逃离那枷锁.三个人的世界太拥挤,却没有人能选择退出.太多的遗憾,太多的猜疑,到最后,故事已没有最后,没有结局,除了眼泪记载着那如树枝盘缠交错的情结,幸福已渐渐在回忆里模糊,又或许,幸福从来没出现过.
这是别人的故事,一个女孩,两个男孩...
这是开始于公元二零零四年年底的故事.
偶然的擦身而过,激起了一见钟情的火花,从此,男孩在自己的爱情里沦泄了.
在国民服役营里的三个月,他们交换了电话号码,偶然一伙人一同吃晚饭,进展犹如食堂边的流水,平静及缓慢得令人窒息.在多少个寂寞的夜里,男孩拖着疲惫的身躯,让不安的情绪倾袭着他,告诉自己还没麻木,告诉自己还没放弃.
三个月后,大家各分东西,女孩即将飞往澳洲与家人团聚.
一直到送机的那一刻,男孩不再用坚强来诠释自己脆弱的情感,眼泪成了离别的见证,那一天,我也感动了,我看见了男孩的眼泪.一直到最后一刻,女孩始终没给男孩答案.
异地的相隔,却产生更多的思念.sms,msn,friendster成了传递问候与关怀的媒介.
每天在网路上与女孩聊到清晨,成了他精神唯一的寄托.他庆幸的是柏斯与大马并没有太大的时间差距

(ah pek,u gotta kill me for this if u understand the chinese ,=) but don't ask me to complete it because it gotta be too long story)

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眼泪都断了线,那一刻起,向自己的信心做了最后的再见.没有所谓的依依不舍,却刹那恨透它给我的泡沫希望
情绪.灵魂.的.寄托.全都失去.引颈长盼雨天后的彩虹,却始终不见那一片应当属于我的晴天.两天了,悲伤始终没有退却,却一波接一波的冲击我的尊严与最后的信心.不想知道离康复的日子还有多远,麻木的将自己麻木在不见底的情绪风暴中.
多久了?我真的忘了,彻底的忘了上一次我对自己的表现感到满意是多久以前的事情了.梦想的坂土越缩越小,我也渐渐开始看不见自己.

(omg,i can't belif i was so emo 2 years ago)

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ONE SAD THING I FOUND OUT ABOUT MYSELF-MY CHINESE HAS DETERIORATED MUCH FASTER THAN I EXPECT IT TO BE,IT IS NOW AS BAD AS MY ENGLISH,I SURRENDER AND ACCEPT THE FACT.YOU CAN'T EXPECT READING STUFF LIKE 'NECROSIS,APOPTOSIS,VAGAL STIMULATION,IMMUNOGLOBULIN,ETC' EVERYDAY CAN MAKE YOUR ENGLISH OR CHINESE ANY BETTER

P/S:I ACCIDENTALY FOUND THE BLOG OF MY pbl FACI(ian chik) WHEN I WAS GOGGLING SOMETHING,WEIRD =)