i dont understand,why am i so slow?so senile?so lazy?why why why?my friends told me they manage to finish around 6 to 7 notes per day and lets see what happen to me,2 notes per days!!!!i feel so hell and sucky for being so slow and to make the things worse,i cant really remember what i study and probably will forget everthing during the exam time.
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i felt like crying after you told me those encouraging words.i know the lazy ,slow and not- smart-at -all me is impossible to be in the list,it is so impossible but i will try my best!!!thanks for being such a wonderful senior and a forever-there-when -i-need-help friend.you know who you are. =)

sunday

• went to time square (supposed to go to low yatt but im very lazy to go there as i will need to pass by sg wang and there are so many la la zai there)to buy a new phone and i am gonna declare bankruptcy very soon.Hope that jpa will bank in more money before my mum discovered how much had i spent these few weeks.can imagine that my tymphanic membrane gonna rupture soon.heh

• i saw some 3-D birthday cards and i pretty like it.so,i bought some of it since many ppl's birthdays are coming soon.heh but if i like it too much,i think it will become my collection again since i have the weird hobby of collecting cards.i still keep the cards that my friends give me when we were in form one and i m so proud of it,haha,show you guys the pictures next time when i go back

• had a dinner in kenny roger but the quarter meal made me feel like dying after finish it because i was too full until almost vomit

• bought the orginal dvd for the 1st or 2nd time in my life.one is a japanese drama--team medical dragon and another one is crunch fat burning dance party with jennifer galardi.i doubt if will ever watch it or not.everytime say wana keep fit but never berjaya

• the worst moment of the day--i took the wrong train,ling weng and siaw tze,i know the both of you gonna laugh at me this time.i was super nervous when i realised it but luckily i managed to change to the correct train in the end.actually this is quite normal for me to get lose .direction sense not good,what can i do?

• planning to study at night but end up writing the cards and chatting in msn.then at 12 am,start watching the japanese drama and guess what?i was so addicted to it and cannot stop watching .so,i use one whole night and one whole morning to finish all the 11 episodes with no rest in between,can die one ,i know.by t he way,the storyline is quite good .it is about the BATISTA operation which is for the hyperthrophy of myocardium.the doctor is so cool and another doctor is so cuteeeee!i love cute doctor!!!japanese drama always drives me crazy because they don't repeat the storyline ,unlike some other Korean dramas,u can basically guess whats the storyline even before you watch it--korean fans will kill me soon

• so sleepy during the lecture just now because i did not sleep the whole night.=(((

all the best

i wish you all the best and i always admire those who can choose what they want !from your sweet smile,i can feel that you are more happy than ever and this smile reminds me of my dreamsss .ask me if you want.=)

exam is coming soon again and pimples appear all over my face,my back.

foundation one exam makes me get MxxxxxxxL one whole month and this exam causes pimples,what gonna be the next ?alopecia?=(((

i want to be friend with doraemon.then may be i can steal the exam paper from IMU with some magical tools.then,i can sell the paper to my badgemates.im pretty sure they will buy it since they all are super kiasu.then i can earn a lot of money.then i can buy N95,a new laptop,the rm499 guess and carlo rina handbeg,LV dress,jimmy choo shoes,CK shirts,gucci purse ,more MNG ,ZARA and topshop's new arrival instead of season clear and the list goes on.opsss,i am so materialistic!!!

better stop dreaming now or else i will end up washing plate in mamak stall right after the exam.

2 quiet guys seem like very sienz oledy

oh ya,mentioning about david,suddenly i rmb sth funny about him.he waited for a very time b4 his food was coming.then,i said'wait until neck bcum longer loo(in chinese)),then guess what he did?he elongated his neck ,it realy looked like he elongated it,both me and ee laine wana try to do the same but no matter how many times we tried,masih tak berjaya

le min is such a poser!!

hit is love

dun understand what are they trying to do

'sweat'+"speechless",just can laugh



friends

i pretty like this light effect but ee aline doesnt like

in the lift,starhill



lots of love the place where we meet,where we get to know each other better,where we share the happiness and halve the sorrow,where we grow together,where we work hard for our lifelong dream and where ADAM MET LE MIN AND CHUN YEN MET VENUS.(le min ,don't smile there,i know you very much,ahhaha)

看完报道,眼泪也随之流下,虽然一切都在预料之内....
沈殿霞走了
曾经,我很很很很很喜欢看她的电影,那么多年过去了,一向记忆力不太好的我却依稀记得电影的情节,依旧清楚地记得当时那快乐的我与那时候还不太懂事的弟妹一起边看边笑哈哈的情景.
到后来,她生病了,我一直想象着她康复的那一天会到来.
结局虽然是千万人所不愿的,但,如果死亡是她脱离痛苦的开始, 我们又怎么能自私地希望她活着,继续承受各种病痛的折磨?

此刻的我,有点哽咽,有点忧郁,人,积营一生,忙碌于追求成功,沉醉于声色名利,到最后,还不都化为尘土?活得快乐自我与活得成功,在大部份人的生命里,永远挂不上等号...悲哀

看完报道,我知道,我要学会两个字---珍惜.

emily,u r so sweettttttt

=))))

finally i feel the stress again,then all the sleeping problems come back and this time i feel even worse..
i feel like crying but ,just feel bad ,i duno why i feel so bad.
it is indeed very tired if u sleep for 2 hours and u have the nightmares for the whole 2 hours and when u wake up,ur emotion is still in ur dream,end up emoing the whole night.

and the things just change from worse to the worst when u open ur eyes and see how thick is the notes tat u never touch and u can actualy guess tat you are the only pity creature in ur badge who is still so lazy despite the exam is just around the corner..yea,then when u start studying the notes for the 1st time and use up duno how many hours to just finish a notes,u will start thinking how many times other people have done with their revision or how fast are them as compared to your super snail- paced speed.and to make the things even worse,ur memory is damn sux .

stress stress stress stress stress

Vincy,if u dun want edison chen anymore,then i want..

but i know he wont want me,sobbing....

i wana eat this!!!ying chang,find out the place and we go together.it is your mission to make me happy since you finish your exam oledy =)

today is friday and no CG.i was feeling lazy again.so,decided to go to the library to do some question regarding the fact that i don't like to study and memorise.randomely choose a patho book and trying out the questions on the topic of inflammation.i cant realy answer all the 50 OBA but when i check the answer,i get 35 out of 50.quite encouraging for me because i havent studied the notes and only recall from what i remember during the lectures and the lab session.by the way,if this the summatif result,i think i will cry like hell and go into super depressive state.exam is coming soon AGAIN AND I CANT FEEL THE INTRINSIC MOTIVATION this time.im still so unprepared .should i aim high or lower my target?helpless and hopeless---my never-overcomeable-pre-exam symdrome.

singing has been the most difficult task for me all these year,as difficult as doing maths but just now ricky forced me to sing in his place,in front of so many people.i doubt if they all will have nightmares tonight.=)today is the first day of new year and i slept until1pm.nothing much difference happens except i don't need my frens come and fetch me again.driving to shu yung's house but as usual,i get lose again and need to call her to ask for exact direction.not going to elaborate much about where i went and what i did but seriously,we had a lot of fun in ricky's house.ricky,i am here to remind you that don't forget to send me the pictures .
belows are some of the pictures i promised months ago-the countdown in genting

gary

they distribute the baloon from high up at 12 am

billy

stella chung

in the cable car

group pic
with the family from india,the children are so cute

group picture

today is new year but im no longer the young me who used to like chinese new year so much.thinking of the nightmare ,i can feel the fear now altough my exam is still quite long from now.the dream was so real and i was unable to answer any question in the dream.i wonder if this a sign telling me that i will do bad in my coming exam or it is time for me to start studying from the very first lecture.i was ambitious before i come back,planning to do some revision during my one - week holiday but this is what happens---i havent even take the notes out from my luggage.the only thing i did is my PBL but it took 2 nights--such a new record as compared to my normal 2 - hour speed.
i am thinking of quitting myself from joining the coming orientation .i know this is kind of irrresponsible but what to do?they prospone the orientation without discussing it with us and their reason is because they have exam.now,i have my exam too and you all have 2 whole month to study for your CVS ,we dont have that much holiday before our summatif.call me selfish if you want,i don't really care much about this .

things do change without your realisation and i feel it to the max this time.i havent come back for half a year and suddenly my neighbour gonna marry soon although he is just of my age,suddenly my brothers look more mature,suddenly my sister starts working,suddenly it is another new year again.i don't know how to describe this kind of feeling and im not gonna think too much about it because new year reminds me of my age-21!!!!DEVASTATING!!thinking back of many years ago,the time when everyone was obsessed by ICQ and MIRC,when you chat with someone you don't know,tell them you are 15,16,17 ,then the person will keep asking about your phone number.now,if you are honest and tell them you are 21 and the next sentence you receive will most probably be like this'soli,i gtg,chat with u nez time' or 'oh' or 'im busy nw,chat with u later' and the worst scenario--the person not even reply you.i admit i did it myself when i was still 15,16,17.=)

by the way,i am quite happy that i manage to overcome the phobia of driving and yesterday i even drove from my house to parkson.thanks meizhen for forcing me to drive althougt the method you use seems like a bit too 'aggressive' and 'dangerous'---she just stopped the car by the roadside at 11.30pm and ask me to drive it .i think this brave girl is the only one who will use this kind of method in order to force me to learn driving.

i will be going back to Kl on saturday night .i really hope that air asia wont delay the flight because it will depart at 9pm and it will be at around 11pm when i arrive the LCCT and 12 am by the time i reach my hostel.

my new year resolution?be more hardworking and much clever than now!!!

happy new year everyone!!

mei zhen and christine

we sleep together

we play together

we laugh together

we lend ears to each other

oto she is in perth and im in kl

we are s till sister+friend+so-called lover

second steamboat of the week.

a nice gathering before we all going back for chinese new year

=)